poem i wrote...
this obsession of mine
is one you'll never understand
i smile and say that i'm fine
but i'm falling apart from within
i can't tell you, you see
because of what u'd think
and because this isn't what i want to be
this addiction of mine
i've completely lost control
now ana's my best friend
and she's starting to take her toll
i keep yelling out cries for help
but they're all mute to you
i wish that you could know
just what i'm going through